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poetry of jesse wileslike sex
Sometimes I just want to get it all out Like now I feel betrayed Used In suspension
And yet, I have no confidence in my feelings They are being abused Perhaps By some deeper wrong Blockage Whatever the cause It hurts
It feels like my chest is on fire It feels like terror Like life without a seat-belt
And I don't like it Maybe it's real Though Awake And terrified And in love
With everything to lose Without actually having staked Anything
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's not tidy or nice It feels like insomnia It feels like malaria It feels like sex
Fuck