fortieth year

Longing

1. fortieth year - 1 Longing
2. obsessing Longing
3. what i want Longing
4. the queen Longing
5. just stories Longing
6. must Longing
7. what it means Longing
8. love is still not Longing
9. partial Longing
10. august and everything after Longing

Praise

1. fortieth year - 2 Praise
2. gratitude Praise
3. saturday night is all right Praise
4. a hymn of mad props Praise
5. i should never die Praise

Reckoning

1. fortieth year - 3 Reckoning
2. on the field Reckoning
3. mojo pin Reckoning
4. trust Reckoning
5. once till now Reckoning
6. moonlight shadow Reckoning
7. blustering wind of the world Reckoning
8. stained Reckoning
9. the meaning of heartache Reckoning
10. over and over again the phrase Reckoning

Surrender

1. fortieth year - 4 Surrender
2. why be Surrender
3. lucky Surrender
4. three great pains Surrender
5. end all parties Surrender
6. familiar villain Surrender
7. it will all go Surrender
8. is Surrender
9. let the hurt be mine Surrender
10. digital generation Surrender
11. like sex Surrender
12. i could be the one Surrender
13. your hand in mine Surrender
14. you just hurt, that's all Surrender
15. ready Surrender
16. me maybe may be Surrender
17. horatio dreaming Surrender
18. om chenrezig Surrender
19. heartache Surrender
20. glowing cigarette resin Surrender

Coda

1. fortieth year - 5 Coda
2. gaze with no notice Coda
3. white diamond powder Coda
4. peeping through a building crease Coda
5. cleft Coda
6. beauty burial Coda
7. i simply do not have enough time Coda
8. if i could simply wrap all these Coda
9. weeping for clarity lost in the wash of moments Coda
10. how many sunsets like this Coda
11. do but stay Coda
12. it comes in flashes Coda
13. the more often i am wrong in this life Coda
14. morning cafe Coda
15. something more Coda
16. he walked apart Coda
17. my eyes capture the light Coda
18. no way around it Coda

Along

1. This Day - 1 Along
2. The Suffering Along
3. the why of our lie Along
4. Carol and Johnny Along
5. foreign sea Along
6. Fun Land Along
7. olives and celery Along
8. Night and Moon Along
9. The Legend of John Faye Along
10. morning after Along
11. Melancholy Malice Along
12. In A Dorian Frame Along
13. Death of A Dragonfly Along
14. A Year Since I Left You Along
15. Heavenly Along
16. along old highway 80 Along

Transitions

1. This Day - 2 Transitions
2. To Put It In Dramatic Terms Transitions
3. The Look For Appeal Transitions
4. On A Cot Behind Bars Transitions
5. Disillusion Transitions
6. Of Priam, Illium, and LegoLand Transitions
7. Billowing Asphodel Fields Transitions
8. Run On Transitions
9. all I ever wanted Transitions
10. Fleeting Transitions
11. Left-Handed On Amsterdam Transitions
12. Life Transitions
13. You Had Your Chance Transitions
14. There's No Place Like Helen Transitions
15. The End Transitions
16. Still Sitting, Still Smoking Transitions
17. Happy Valentine's Day Transitions
18. For Nicol Transitions
19. Hoped Transitions
20. Me and Camus Transitions
21. Florida For Now Transitions

Struggle

1. This Day - 3 Struggle
2. Hosanna Struggle
3. Lover Save Me Struggle
4. Chicken Little Struggle
5. For the Stage Struggle
6. Ode to Obdurate Symbol Struggle
7. Recalcitrance Struggle
8. Bones Struggle
9. Shameless Self Promotion Struggle
10. The Black Tuniced Historian Struggle
11. It Was Our "Thus and Such" to Heaven Struggle
12. long before lunar landing Struggle
13. These Days Struggle
14. Hangover Morning Struggle

Small Things

1. This Day - 4 Small Things
2. No Time For Gloom Small Things
3. When I Am Weak Small Things
4. Inside A Box Full Questions Small Things
5. A Sort of Sonnet Small Things
6. Another Sort of Sonnet Small Things
7. Marina Small Things
8. Three Point Play Small Things
9. I'm Going Home (and I'm taking my heart with me) Small Things
10. blinkless gaze Small Things
11. with Emily Dickinson Small Things
12. Piano Piercing Stillness Small Things

Epilogue

1. This Day - 5 Epilogue