To Put It In Dramatic Terms

To put it in dramatic terms, the hero has fallen the hero is dying but the hero is not going quietly

I fought to get here and now I'm not sure where I am the voice that said "There's more to life than this," might have been my own once while i could control me I was not exciting me alone with candles and cigarettes and the regret and the confusion but once again many friends and not exciting me not exciting me anymore

I thought I said it loud enough for you to hear me I said "Don't leave me. Please god, don't leave me." but you couldn't adhere to the air of us near and I sank slowly in my ocean of fear THRASH sink THRASH sink

and when did I get to be this fucking stupid just once to need a her like I needed that like I need the smokes like I need the drinks like I needed you it's like the hurricane on TV never happen to me never happen to me and everything I never wanted all came for free

and after vomitting and coughing and swearing "Never again Fuck you all Never again" I went to be alone I rule over pain The king on his throne

and so I said Please me Please me, to me

a heart content with nothing is a heart content with nothing

"Cut me another line O shit, I'm fucked up Load it, hit it, load it, hit it O shit, I'm fucked up"

I swear They never meant to hurt me I never meant to hurt them She never meant to kill me I never meant to get dead

So stay It's not the time If I leave Not enough time To say what makes me scream To say this Stay O Stay Don't leave me this way But please get out of my fucking head And lay yourself beneath me in bed We'll dance till we die I promise Never forget me Never forget me Say something Christ, why don't you just say something O God, make her stay Stay But not this way Your smile, a ghost Mind tenant A phantom Hauntingly Hauntingly Haunting me